Let's get one thing straight...

OOC:Totally unrelated to any other RP plots involving these pups. Purely motivated by plot bunnies and general twisted enjoyment using deleted scenes and other wacky fun.

"It's okay to love them both," Rose had told Elena as she was dying in Damon's bed. Elena didn't want to think on what that meant exactly, especially considering everything else that had happened after that. Damon had been so different since Rose had died, and Elena had done her best to reach out to him. It was a good way to deflect her own feelings of confusion that she didn't talk about with Stefan while she gave unreturned hugs to Damon.

The sacrifice was coming, and she knew what she had to do despite what Stefan, Damon, and everyone else said. It was the only way, Elena figured. The dance had proven that Klaus could get to her through her friends, and Alaric still being alive (along with Bonnie secretly hidden) had left Elena crying for days. She wanted to talk to Damon about why he hadn't told her, why he'd hidden the plan from her. She should decide her own fate, not someone else! Stefan hadn't even known!

Still, it hadn't stopped Elena from going finally to talk to Damon where he'd told her the truth, that she'd pretty much always known.

"I will always choose you," he'd said.

It was a little unnerving, especially alone in his bedroom, and she'd had to leave. Elena didn't want either of them choosing her over themselves. She went home to try and come up with a different plan, a better plan to save the people she loved, and when she thought she had an idea, she went over to the mansion to tell both brothers exactly what she was going to do... only when she walked inside, both brothers were waiting for her. Sighing, Elena crossed her arms and looked at them pointedly.

"It's my choice, not yours, not either of yours, to decide my life. I get to decide what happens to everyone I love, so deal with it, okay?" She didn't even realize how she'd just phrased it as she stood there, defiant.

Thank you for the permanent account! <333

Follows AU RP storyline from THIS THREAD

Stefan hadn't talked to Elena since the night he'd found her with Damon at the hotel room, and it was killing her. What was worse was that whenever she could, she'd text or call Damon to find out how he was doing and if he was okay. Part of Elena was worried about him because Katherine had played with his mind for so long that she just didn't trust her at all, and what had happened? Damon had slept with Katherine.

Elena was conveniently forgetting about the fact that she had slept with Katherine, too, or that all three of them had some sort of... thing.

Her worries about Damon finally won out and she headed over to the mansion to see if he was okay. Elena figured if Stefan was there and wanted to talk to her, he would talk to her, too, and then maybe things would be fine all around.

So the last thing she expected when she rang the doorbell was to see Katherine, naked and wet from a shower, toweling off her hair.

"Have you had a shower in Damon's bathroom yet, Elena? Mmmm, it is heaven."

(Never completed or sent)

Dear Stefan,

I'm sorry. I'm terrible at this because I love you still and I think that makes it worse. You have to know that I--




(Written in her diary and never shown to him)

Damon,

I don't know what to do, and I don't want to force you to decide. I can't tell him, but you know what? You've hurt me so many times I can't even count. You say you love me and then you compelled me and... I still have no words for what you did to me. You know it was wrong. You tell me you can't change or be better, that you're not a hero, that you still love me and I don't know what to do because it hurts me so much to be around you now.

But I liked it when you held me.


--

(Text message)

Stefan,

I'll see you tonight.

Love, Elena


(Text message)

Damon,

Come over now.

Elena

Takes place in the AU storyline continued from THIS THREAD

Elena yawned and stretched out on her bed, bumping into a body behind her as she did. She smiled, eyes shut, and snuggled up closer for a moment because she really didn't want to leave the bed and the warmth just yet. But the sun was shining through her window, causing her to groan in response as she took her pillow and shoved it over her head.

Then it all came crashing back and she peeked out from under the pillow to the body pressed against her naked backside.

"Damon... oh God, oh God, oh God..." She scurried off the bed and Elena frantically looked for something to cover herself up with which was an idiotic thing to do considering she remembered everything which meant she'd actually lost track of how many times they'd fucked the night before. Elena finally found Damon's designer shirt on the floor and put it on quickly, buttoning it up as she sat over by the window and looked outside.

Where was her necklace? She'd taken it off and then... then Damon had told her that...

"Shit." Her whole body was shaking with anger at Damon and guilt at herself and too many emotions she couldn't name. She found her necklace near the bed on the floor and padded over quietly, picking it up and putting the vervain necklace back on just in case Damon got any ideas when he woke up.

She was not leaving this room until the two of them talked. Or until she'd yelled at him thoroughly for taking advantage of her. So she sat and watched him sleep, wondering how he could look so damn peaceful and happy while she felt so awful at the same time.

Author: wiccabuffy
Rating: T
Word Count: 929
Pairing/Characters: Damon/Elena
Category: Drama/Romance
Warnings: Talk of blood, innuendos
Summary: Darkship Prompt Meme: "You're Bleeding". Prompt table is HERE.
Spoilers: Slight Season 2 up through "Katerina".
Show/Bookverse: Show
Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters.

( Just a little blood can't hurt anyone )

Author: wiccabuffy
Rating: MA+ / NC-17
Word Count: 1,279
Pairing/Characters: Damon/Elena
Category: Drama/Smuttiness
Warnings: Language, hints of non-con sexual situations
Summary: Darkship Prompt Meme: "Second Choice". Prompt table is HERE.
Spoilers: Slight Season 2 up to "Masquerade" or so.
Show/Bookverse: Show
Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters.

( If he was a better man, Damon would have told Elena to go home )

Elena had no clue what had gone on with Katherine and Damon, but she had a pretty good idea that something was bothering him because he was so drunk. She’d always known that when it came to Katherine he didn’t think straight.

She’d just never known that it would mean he would want to kiss her, too. Thank God she’d talked Stefan out of fighting over that little bit of news that Damon had “kissed” her. Why would she kiss him back, though? Didn’t Stefan trust her? And didn’t Damon know better that she cared for him - a lot, yes - but...

“You’re the liar, Elena. There is something going on between us and you know it. And you’re lying to me and you’re lying to Stefan and most of all you’re lying to yourself. I can prove it...” His hands had grabbed her face and his lips felt hard on hers, forceful. She pushed at him a little, confused. “Damon, don’t... what’s wrong with you?” Reason had to work.

“Why, you want this?” He was still holding her and Elena tried something else. “Damon, stop... you’re better than this, come on.”

“That’s where you’re wrong.” He leaned into her again and she pushed at Damon a little, his hands still touching her hair and face. Elena managed to break apart from him, worry on her face.

“No, no, no, no, Damon, listen, I care about you. Listen to me!” She took a quick breath as he held her hands. “I care about you, I do, but... I love Stefan. It’s always going to be Stefan.” And those last words were the painful ones to say to him, especially once she saw the look on his face.

1. Jamaica!
2. Louisiana
3. Naked Weekend (inside joke)
4. Shopping in Venice
5. Georgia, naturally
6. New York City
7. San Francisco
8. Japan
9. Canada, everywhere, of course
10. Florida

guilt_free_zone verse

OOC: Takes place after this conversation.

"It's just for the weekend, Jenna. Don't worry, okay? You know, girl's time?"

Jenna had finally given in to the idea that Elena would be spending time with Bonnie for some time away, and with her cell phone with her at all times, it would be fine. Then, Elena had called up Bonnie and asked her to cover for her in case Jenna called because she was going to spend the weekend sequestered over at Stefan's place.

The hardest phone call had been Stefan. How could she explain it to her boyfriend that she felt bad for Damon and the only way she knew how to make it better would be if he got out of town? Stefan would think that Damon was up to some trick, or that he'd compelled her or something. "Hey," she started, brushing aside her hair from her face and taking a breath as she gave him the whole lie she'd planned, that it was a trip for school that Jenna knew about (check in case he called her) and Bonnie would be there with her (and again in case he called Bonnie). "I love you, too," she beamed, then finished packing her things and bounded down the stairs. Elena made Jeremy promise to help out Jenna while she was gone, which he gladly did -- it was something Elena was still trying to get used to hearing.

Then, the doorbell rang.

"It must be Bonnie." She grabbed her small duffel bag and her leather jacket, opened and shut the door quickly so no one would see, and smirked at Damon.

"You ready for Hilton Head?"

01.) Full name? - Elena Gilbert, although on the TV show she just found out she was adopted.
02.) Best friend? - Bonnie Bennett. Still Bonnie, but different last name and also Bonnie's powers are WAY powerful. Caroline Forbes is more of a frenemy to Elena, and here there isn't a Meredith. Elena's also been drifting away from Matt as a friend.
03.) Sexuality? - Heterosexual. She used to be a cheerleader and a popular girl, but quit the squad to spend more time with Stefan Salvatore, basically the guy she started dating after she dumped poor Matt. As far as we know, Stefan was her first lover, too.
04.) Favorite color? - Purple, just to be different. It also has a regal sort of thing attached to it.
05.) Relationship status? - Currently, she is in a monogamous relationship with Stefan and says she is happy, but so far she's had nothing but troubles since the vampire came to town.
06.) Ideal mate? - Someone who loves her and can pamper her, but also someone who understands that she likes to have a little bit of "fun" every now and then - the way she used to before her parents died. (This would seem to make it sound like she would need both Stefan & Damon, but she really doesn't want to pull another Katherine.)
07.) Turn-ons? - Flowers, dances, anything romantic... and at the same time, drinking beer, being crazy & unpredictable, and flirting.
08.) Last sexual experience? - Making love with Stefan before the plan to open the tomb was hatched.
09.) Favorite food? - Anything her parents used to make. She doesn't like Jenna's food that much, and she'd rather die than admit that when Damon comes over to cook, she really enjoys it.
10.) Crushes? - Damon, but she hates herself for feeling that way sometimes because it's a betrayal to Stefan. And she really doesn't want to admit it to herself, even.
11.) Favorite music? - Pop. She's not a big rock or heavy metal fan, but pop music is easy to listen to and fun to dance to, as well. Press her and she'll admit she likes Lady Gaga.
12.) Biggest fear? - That the only reason both Stefan and Damon are even talking to her is because she looks like Katherine. Or worse, that she's somehow related to Katherine.
13.) Biggest fantasy? - Being able to be loved by a guy who has the "passion" she always looks for (and never found with Matt), and still be able to understand that part of her that likes to be a little bit wild sometimes -- the part that she's basically been repressing since her parents died.
14.) Quirks in bed? - Snuggling. Kissing. Needing to be held for a long time afterward.
15.) Bad habits? - Trusting the wrong people?
16.) Biggest regret? - Dating and then dumping Matt the way she did. Matt was a good guy, and she knows he deserved better.
17.) Best kept secrets? - From the whole town? That Stefan & Damon are vampires. From her brother? That she let Damon mindwipe him into thinking Vicki skipped town so he could be happy again. From Stefan? That she's had dreams about Damon either biting her or having sex with her.
18.) Last thought? - "What's wrong with loving somebody so much? Stefan would have done the same thing for me. Really, Damon's not as bad as he thinks he is."
19.) Worst sexual experience? - Probably the couple of times that she and Matt fooled around. She let him get to 2nd base, but that was about it because Elena knew something was missing.
20.) Biggest insecurity? Being adopted, which means she has no biological family at all that she knows of. That, combined with the entire Katherine look-a-like bit has been causing Elena to "act out" more recently.